Fred pt 1.

I have a friend who I’ll call Fred. I started talking to Fred in May of 2006 on that cave of wonders known as a4a. We clicked instantly and eventually met up and started hanging out on a regular basis. Looking back, we had a lot of fun together that summer. At the time, I had only been messin’ with dudes for a few months, so I would often ask him for advice about different situations. He was a few years older and more experienced, so he had a lot of wisdom to share. When I had an HIV scare, he was the first person I called. He was basically the older brother I never had. I looked up to him and respected him.

He also seemed to have a lot respect for me. One time he invited me over to his place and we were talking and eventually got on the topic of stalkers and pesky friends. He mentioned that only a select few were privileged enough to come over to his place. He may not have even realized it, but that comment made me feel hella good. I’ll never forget the way he hugged me one day when we were coming back from a party. It was an innocent hug, but it started something in me which continues to this day. But that’s another post.

Fred moved out of state for work in late 2007. I was kinda bummed, but we stayed in touch and he would come to town every now and again and we would kick it. At the end of last year, Fred moved back to this state to do grad school in another town that’s about 90 minutes away from where I live (large U.S. city). Fred and I have kept up the friendship and are still cool, but there’s something that he’s been doing that is really starting to get on my nerves…..To be continued

Just my type…

I’m not usually one to gush over a dude, but DAAAAAAAAMN.

I’m back….

What’s going on? I’m still alive, but I’ve had tons of stuff going on these past few months. Anyway, I jacked this from another blog and figured it would be a great way to get back on track. Enjoy.

 

1. Last beverage→ Pineapple soda 

2. Last phone call→ A friend

3. Last text message→ A friend

4. Last song you listened to→ Human Nature by MJ

5. Last time you cried→ When I watched Passion of the Christ 5 years ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice? → I’ve never dated anyone. 

7. Been cheated on? → No

8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Yes, once or twice 

9. Lost someone special?→ No

10. Been depressed?→ Yes 

11. Been drunk and threw up? → Lol, yes  

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue

13. White

14. Black

15. Teal

HAVE YOU:

16. Made new friends → Yes

17. Fallen out of love → I’ve never fallen IN love.

18. Laughed until you cried → No

19. Met someone who changed you → Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you → Yes

21. How many kids do you want to have→ I’m not sure.

22. Do you have any pets → No, but I’ve been wanting a dog lately.

23. Do you want to change your name→ No, I like it.

24. What did you do for your last birthday→ Nothing.

25. What were you doing at midnight last night- I won’t tell you =) 

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for → To get my body to look the way I want it

27. Last time you saw your father→ 20 minutes ago.

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life→ Not an easy question 

29. What are you listening to right now → Nothing

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yes

31. What’s getting on your nerves right now? → The way some of my friends are acting

32. Most visited webpage → Google

33. What’s your name→ **** *******

34. Nicknames→ Several

35. Relationship Status → Single

36. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius

37. Male or female or transgendered → Male

38. Elementary–> ***

39. Middle School → ***

40. High school → ***

41. Hair color → Black

42. Long or short → Short

43. Height → 5′7”

44. Do you like someone? Yeah, but he doesn’t like me. He told me. 

45. What do you like about yourself? → My wit 4

46. Piercings →  Maybe

47. Tattoos →  Maybe

48. Righty or lefty→ Righty

FIRSTS :

49. First surgery → Never had surgery

50. First piercing → Never pierced anything

51. First best friends → Joshua

52. First sport you joined → Track

53. First pet → A goldfish I never named

54. First vacation→ I’ve never been on a vacation.

55. First concert → I’ve never been to a concert.

56. First crush → Lisa

RIGHT NOW:

57. Eating → Nothing

58. Drinking → Nothing

59. I’m about to → Take a shower

60. Listening to → Nada

61. Waiting for → My first love.  

YOUR FUTURE :

62. Want kids? → I don’t know. 

63. Want to get married? → I don’t know.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SAME SEX?

64. Lips or eyes? → Lips

65. Hugs or kisses? → Hugs

66. Shorter or taller? Taller

67. Older or Younger? → A little older

68. Romantic or spontaneous? → Spontaneous

69. Nice booty or chest? → Both

70. Good guys or bad guys? → Good guys only.  

71. Hook-up or relationship? → RELATIONSHIP

HAVE YOU EVER :

72. Kissed a stranger? → Yes. Don’t remind me.

73. Lost glasses/contacts? → Yes

74. Skinny Dipped? → No

75. Broken someone’s heart? → Yes, but it was unintentional.

76. Had your own heart broken? → Not really, but it’s been chipped and scrateched.

77. Been arrested? → Nope

78. Turned someone down? → Yes

79. Cried when someone died? → No

80. Liked a friend? → Better believe it

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

81. Yourself? → Most of the time

82. Miracles? → Yes

83. Love at first sight → No

84. Heaven → Yes

85. Santa Clause → No

86. Kiss on the first date? In theory, yes.

87. Angels → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

88. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Kinda, but he’s being an asshole right now

89. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Never had a boyfriend

90. Will you repost this? → Maybe

91. Did you lie at any of these questions? Nope