been a while/annoying friends
Posted by moody605 on March 13, 2009
Wow it’s been a long ass time since I posted on here. I didn’t mean to leave you guys hanging, but school and life got in the way big time. School — that’s self-explanatory. Life — I’ve been dealing with a lot of family drama (it got really bad during the holiday season) and it’s the kind of stuff that weighs on you constantly. I actually don’t want to think about it right now, so I’m going to change the subject. Thanks to all the people who read this thing (didn’t know I had so many visitors).
Looking over the few posts I’ve done, I realized that I’ve held back a little. I’ve been too concerned with what people might think of my thoughts and actions, so I’ve sugar-coated, cleaned-up and even omitted things. I’ve decided that I’m not going to do that anymore. This blog is primarily for me; it’s a form if therapy if you will. As I said before, I appreciate those of you who read this blog, but I have to be true to myself. That means you get to see the good, the bad and the ugly. And trust me, there’s plenty of each.
That said, I was pretty excited about my approaching Spring Break, until a few minutes ago. Basically, I found out via Facebook that a friend of mine is going to be out of town on business, thus destroying the Spring Break plans we had made. I’m bummed about it because it was going to be a lot of fun, but I’ll get over it. What’s really irking me is the fact that she still hasn’t called me to say that the whole thing is off. I already called her 2 weeks ago to get the scoop and she told me she would get back to me last week with finalized details. Of course, her ass has not called me and I will not be surprised if I don’t hear from her at all. I just wish I had discovered that she was going out of town sooner, so I would have had time to make alternate plans. Man that’s one thing that some of my friends do that I hate. If you know you can’t follow through, have the courtesy to let a brotha know. Don’t leave my ass hanging thinking that Spring Break is gonna be on point when all I really have to look forward to is chaperoning my little brother’s birthday party. Happy Spring Break!!!
~moody605
